Sesi Bercakap Dengan Tong Gas

Aq berwarna Hijau...
tong gas berwarna Biru....
kaler pink tu ckp dlm ati

berat syial tong gas....
shit la ang.....ni angpa punya keja la wei....
apa plak keja aq????
lah~ angpa la yg bg aq jd cmni
cmni tu cmna????
bod la ang ni.....
cm tong gas la....
pa ang ni dh tong gas, tong gas jugak....
ehhh, betol la aq ni tong gas....
aq lupa syial....
nah aq bg blik bodo kat ang....
syit ar ang ni....
apa mslh ang ni????
ang xpueh ati kat mano????
aq xpuas ati la....
xpueh ati pa ny????
dh cukup bek ang jdi tong gas tu....
aq bersyukur jd tong gas tp....
(aq menunggu selama 10 minit)
aq dlu hensem dan tough....
ang hensem dn tough!!!!
*perasaan terlalu terharu untuk dijelaskan disini apabila mendengar kata2 tersebut.....
bn gfvnhjdkajdkljgbhhbnnhjb cv
(ni bukan men2, ni kesan kepala aq terkena keyboard laptop akibat di pukul tong gas)
palt la wei!!!!!!!
suka-suki pukul aq!!!!!
(blas dendam dgn sepakan wilkinson(stand-off australia) yg terbaekkk)
(dgn ukuran 65 darjah hayunan kaki, kelajuan 9.8 m/s )
(menyebabkan kaki aq biru umpama terkena gangren)
*lg skali aq xdpt meluahkan perasaan terharu aq....
aq mengaku ja la....
(nada teruja di perlukan ketika membaca ayat bwh ni)
ang ni memang hensem dan tough cm ketam.....
cmna ang ble jd "the Hudus" tp badan tough
bdn tough pa nya.....
badan dh la mcm tong gas....
ya la ang kn memang tong gas pon......
bodo(berbisik)
hgfjfhjfhjtyjtjnmjmn btyuytmnujhmnm
(skali lg,ni bukan men2, ni kesan kepala aq terkena keyboard laptop akibat di pukul tong gas)
(tp kali ni aq menahan dendam)
angpa la punya keja wt msuk aq dlm recycle bin....
lah~ kami ni org yg cintakan alam sekitar....
yg tu aq xleh kata pa.....tp
(sekali lg aq menunggu 10 minit)
tu la sebabnya aq jd cmni.....
la~ cmla ang dulu ensem sgt!!!!!
fthfhhhthjtghjnghdhdhgthjgt (kesan hetukan kepala)
(aq sempat menekan enter)
ghhffghffyjfnjhgvyugtyhjmvhjmgfvj (hentukan kali kedua terjadi)
serabot la tong gas ni......
ok2
smbung cta ang....
bla depa wt msuk aq dlm recycle bin tu depa bwk aq p tempat kilang recycle
sat2, aq nk tnya ang dlu menatang pa????
aq dulu tin susu F&N teh tarik kaya dengan vitamin A baik untuk jantung...
dy wt iklan plak kt sni.....
smbung.....
aq nmpak dua bhgian recycle....
1 jd body pesawat, lg 1 jd tong gas
tp cmna la aq bleh jd tong gas.....
bukan tu ja...
depa wt reverse liposuction kt aq tu yg jdi berat dn buncit ni....
(dlam ati aq glak besar cm member aq tgh wat hambar kosai)
(tp x mengganggu konsetrasi aq terhadap perbualan dengan tong gas...)
(kata2 itu telah mehilangkan separuh dendam aq terhadapny kerana pengakuan yg diluahkan)
(beaekk xaq....)
ooooooooo....
cmtu rupanya.....
thnx la ang phm perasaan aq
(aq xphm pon benda pa yg dy ni ckp tp wt2 phm ja la....)
afwan.....
aq rsa lega bla bleh ckp ngn org len psl tragedi ni....
xda org pon yg pernah ckp ngn aq selain kalo dy tu boring, xda keja, or gila....
perbualan tu terhenti disini saja....
kerana aq terfikir cmna aq bleh berckp dengan tong gas ni.......


nota ibu jari kaki ku: aq boring........

A Good Kickoff!!!!!

As'kum
kifhalak.....
for this post i gonna talk about life.....

we start with bismillah.....
the translation of bismillah are
"In the name of Allah, the most gracious and the most merciful"
from bismillah.....
we understand that our life start in the name of Allah....
life is not something that we must live full with desire of the world but with desire of afterlife....
that mean between heaven and hell....
which one we'll choose.....
everyone one to get to heaven....
but it start not after we die,
but after our soul from luh mahfus(i don't remember the spelling) is brought down to earth
and blow it in our fragile body inside the womb of our beloved mother...

That is the kickoff of our purpose of life....
that is

• live in the name of Allah and his prophet Muhammad p.b.u.h
• searching for the blessing of Allah
• Ammal makruf nahi mungkar
• complete the five pillar of Islam

life is not about being happy or sad....
but is about expressing your feelings in the way it should be,
that is what Islam has taught us.
for me, i also have the problem of expressing my feeling....
sometimes i get emotional and sometimes happy but in the wrong ways...
is good to have feelings, what can be more human if your soul don't have feelings....
So we have to express our feeling in the correct ways, that is in islamic ways...
the Quran and Sunnah had told us how to express our feeling....
this is how life suppose to be....
express your feeling in the name of Allah

Thats about spiritual meaning for me....
now i gonna tell you about the physical meaning of Bismillah in my own view....
in the name of Allah....
in the name of Allah....
in the name of Allah....
i repeating this phrase three times...
why????
it because to let everyone get the feeling of confident that Allah is always be with us in everything....
is like when we are taking wudhuk, we repeat washing every part of our body that necessary for wudhuk for three times.....
why????
is because to increase our confident that our wudhuk is prefect to perform shalat....
so when we do something we have to remember that all the thing that we do is in the name of Allah
if we do everything in the name of Allah from eating to sleeping to everyday basis
we will not just get rewarded with pahala but also the taste of true Iman.....
we must remember that if you could do everything in the name of Allah, that mean we could do everything for people also....
that are my point of view...

Last word from me.....
Everything is Allah
If Allah did't give you life, how could you live......

Kesunyian......

as'kum.....

apakah yg aq inginkn di sini????

adakah aq berkeupayaan menjauhkan org dr dri aq....

mungkin....ya........mungkin.....tidak.....

kesunyian ni menjadi temanku.....

temanku adalah kesunyian.......

dimanakah aq?????

aq kehilangan diri........

aq jumpa diri sendiri........

tp, haruskan aq bersama dengan kesunyian?????

atau kesunyian sentiasa bersama ku selama ini........

sejak aq lahir hingga sekarang.........

kesunyian membantu aq hidup .......

sapa kata aq perlukan keluarga......kwn.......agama........

aq!!! aq!!!!! aq!!!!!!

tidak sesama sekali berkata begitu...........

tp sentiasa kah aq berfikirkan begitu??????

aq!!!! aq!!!! aq!!!!!!

sentiasa berfikiran begitu......

kesunyian.....

kesunyian.....

K.E.S.U.N.Y.I.A.N

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Ketika aq bersama kawan2.......

adakah aq masih kesunyian.????.

ya....

tidak.....

ya......

tidak....

ya.....

tidak....

ini la persoalan yg sentiasa di mindaku yg fragile ini......

minda yg fragile akn mempunyai masa depan yg rapuh........

bila aq gembira.....

kesunyian bersamaku....

bila aq kecewa.....

kesunyian bersamaku......

bila aq sedih.....

kesunyian bersamaku....

bila aq keseorangan......

sudah tentulah kesunyian......

dimana sahabat2 ku?????

dimana sahabat2 ku?????

dimana sahabat2 ku?????

ketika aq kesunyian.....

di perantuan tanpa keluarga.......

umpama anak yatim piatu yg patah gandang......

aq bersama kesunyian meredah dunia......

mencari diriku yg hilang.....

dimanakah aq????

dimanakah aq????

dimanakah aq????

aq tersesat.....

umpama di dlm maze....

seperti seekor tikus makmal yg mencari keju.....

umpama didlm cubicle.....

seperti seorang pekerja pejabat yg hanya boleh membuat kerja kesorangan,kesunyian.....

tnpa rakan sekerja lain......

dinding cubicle semakin meninggi......

aq semakin kerisauan....

ada aq terperangkap disini selamanya......

aq di serang claustrophobia.....

aq mengalami epilepsy.......

aq tertanya pada diri ku......

i'm i gonna die alone????

i'm i gonna die alone????

I'M I GONNA DIE ALONE????!!!!!!!!!!